My Hell

Rxmedy Chorus:
Lost in hell, gotta find my way out
But I fucking fell, ain't no escaping this now
Drunken self, I've been drinking can you tell
And I tried so hard but I fucking need your help

Bxgan Verse:
The people around me are trying to and help me
To find my way out but the pain is too loud
I wanna find my myself but I don't have a clue
If you're my out I'm not sure what to do
I try to tell myself that I don't need your help
Turn over the bottle to mask my hell
Now all my feelings starting to feel so numb
Tryna lose myself, I'm nearly done
You're nearly gone now so I've been shunned
Need your help, guеss I'll stress you out
Turn back around, I need you now
The further I'll go thе more I'll end up drowned
Life got me fucked, gonna lose it all
That's the end of me, please give me a call
You've given my brain too much doubt
You left me dry walking alone through this drought

Rxmedy Chorus:
Lost in hell, gotta find my way out
But I fucking fell, ain't no escaping this now
Drunken self, I've been drinking can you tell
And I tried so hard but I fucking need your help

Rxmedy Verse:
I need your help or I'm dying here today
I fucked up my brain, I've lost all of my ways
Constantly in pain, I just need a break
I just need some space all this noise just been killin' me
Fucked up, wasted, taking all my energy
I'm so spaced out, dissociating
I can't wait now, I'm fucking fading
It feels like I'm losing control
But it's not like I had it in the first place
Never had grip on myself anyway
I'm scared I'm gonna lose all my friends
Drive them away with my emotions
But I'm grateful that they're here today
Just upset they can't make me feel okay

Rxmedy Chorus:
Lost in hell, gotta find my way out
But I fucking fell, ain't no escaping this now
Drunken self, I've been drinking can you tell
And I tried so hard but I fucking need your help