MY HEART MATCHES THE CONCRETE

{Verse 1]
I've grown impatient
To see your face
And tell my brain
It’ll be the same
It's not the same
It's all a lie
I’ll lie awake
Another night
Another day
Has passed me by
And I can't find
The reason why
I'm so fucked up
And I'm a mess
And I confided
My thoughts of death
Into your vessel
And you exploited it
Must be enjoyable
Being torturous
There's nothing more to it
And nothing left in me
Desolate, emptiness
Lies of repent you speak

[Chorus]
I feel to much
But I feel nothing
Cut my wrists
Till I feel something
Why the fuck
Does no one love me
I sat back
And watched you cut me

{Verse 2]
You never used to smoke
Now your lungs are as tarnished as the image you put into my mind
And I always gave the most
So don't you scream in my face and tell me that i never tried
Put my fist through the wall
I'm surprised that this homes still standing
Eroding all that i touch
Everything comes crashing round me

[Chorus]
I feel to much
But I feel nothing
Cut my wrists
Till I feel something
Why the fuck
Does no one love me
I sat back
And watched you cut me

[Outro]
My heart matches the concrete
My blood fell and I've never felt so little at all
The conversation still haunts me
I was all but an accessory for you to show off