​my heart is an arsonist.

[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
An arsonist, my heart is burning in this hell I've made a home
It's getting harder, it's making me think that I am not worth all I know
And I can see the light, it's not so hard to go

[Verse]
I feel a darkness ahead, how can I turn back so far?
Will life make sense when I'm dead? Do I play only a part?
I fought so hard to get here, but now it's all breaking down
Did all my love disappear? I think I'll die in this town
I need to get out before it's all too late for my soul
I see that silver between, it's not enough, I need more
No one else saw what I seen, no one else felt what I feel
I'm sick of all of these dreams, I only want what is real
But I can't tell cause everything I see is never what it seems
I'm stuck in hell but I don't have a seat, I think I'm in the lead
I hear the bells once it gets to three, I'll open up to see
The last thing that I ever will, then I guess I'll leave

[Chorus]
An arsonist, my heart is burning in this hell I've made a home
It's getting harder, it's making me think that I am not worth all I know
And I can see the light, it's not so hard to go