My Heart Goes Bum Bum Bum

[Verse 1]
You said, "Take the violin that you hang on your wall,
Stick it under your bed before it crumbles and falls,
Just don't open your eyes before counting to ten"
I can hardly remember just the smell of your hands

As they danced on my body, running over my pores
With the force of a steering wheel crushing my bones
I said, "You smell like the devil but you feel like the lord,"
And when I think of perfection, you know I'm thinking of your voice

When you tell me you don't call him your baby
Because that was the name that you rightfully gave me
And it's foolish to share with someone else

[Chorus]
And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum

[Verse 2]
But you admit that you’re lonely, you’re as cold as a statue
Pleading ‘fuck me’ on the marble that was used to create you
I can't stand that you’re talking when you shouldn’t be living
I didn’t dodge all your bullets, just denied that they hit me

So when my body is bleeding, I wont admit that this hurts
Because admitting isn’t fixing, so then what is it worth?
So to say you’re unhappy is like saying you’re sorry
It's nothing that I care to hear

[Chorus]
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum

[Verse 3]
So now the tears in your jeans are the holes in your armor
You’re the thoughts that I feared
You’re the mountains that I’ve conquered
If I told you I loved you, would you reach out and touch me?
You taste like the ocean and your body’s disgusting

The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
The only reason you speak is to tell me that I’m fine
The only reason you breathe is to sleep through the night
The only reason you speak is to state that you’re mine

[Chorus]
And my heart goes bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum