my femcel life

[Intro]
Living in a lie
(I love you, Beam, mhm)

[Chorus]
Just another day in my fuckin’ femcel life
And I need a fuckin’ boyfriend just to keep myself alive
Wanna cut my wrists and slice me to bits
Cause I've never even held hands
Just said "love you" on a screen
Are you a real human being?
Got that Captcha
Could you capture this moment permanently?
Tell me that you'll never leave
I can show you everything
I could be all you would need
And when you finally get tired
You can just leave me on seen

[Verse 1]
They say I got daddy issues
Need someone to hold me
Wonder if you knew what I had been through
Would you be kinder?
And see that I don't mean no harm
I'm sorry all I do is fuck up
I'm a suicidal loser and I don't deserve your love

[Verse 2]
You can leak the things I say and show
And when I make my plan and end up inside of the hospital
Break up with me 'cause it's good for my own mental health
Cause I need some fucking help
Cause I cry and beg for you to stay
And promise that I'll never make your life more shit
Promise I'll fix every mistake I've ever made
No matter what it takes
I just want a perfect future
With our own beautiful daughter
And you'll love her as her father
We can smile and I'll make sure that her life is happy (I love you, Beam, mhm)
She won't ever hurt

[Chorus]
Just another day in my fuckin' femcel life
And I need a fuckin' boyfriend just to keep myself alive
Wanna cut my wrists and die
Tell me why I even try
Tell me why I can't just give up loving
Living in a lie
Just another day in my fuckin' femcel life
And I need a fuckin' boyfriend just to keep myself alive
Wanna cut my wrists and die
Tell me why I even try?
Tell me why I can't just give up loving
Living in a lie

[Bridge]
I know I have issues but I forgive all of yours
I try to show that I love you but I only end up worse
Tried to help through every struggle
Even when you broke my trust
Told you, "Please don't make that promise"
Cause you broke it, my heart crushed

[Outro]
So it's just another day in my fuckin' femcel life
And I need a fuckin' boyfriend just to keep myself alive
Wanna cut my wrists and die
Tell me why I even try?
Tell me why I can't just give up loving
Living in a lie
Living in a lie