My Favorite Ghost (Phantom Pains)

Is the pain just a meter for how deep the love is?
Or does it just speak to how strong the drug is?
Take a man without his woman to depend on
Trust me, all that tough guy shit goes out the window
High note, low note, whatever note it ends on
Every song's the blues
Especially if the bond has been strong
She always been my muse
Inspired every hit song
All I want to do is hit her up and get back involved
Ego tells me lies
Just to keep me safe
She still love you, give it time, don't worry about it babe
She gone quit that boyfriend
Oops, there I go again
Just setting myself up for disappointment

Quit haunting me
Baby let me go
I keep seeing things
You're my favorite ghost
My favorite ghost

Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing I do
I do

Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing I do
For you

Maybe in an alternate universe
I could have done everything that I wanted to do with her
But that's just a fantasy isn't it?
Or is it?
It's maddening
The 'what if's' have left my heart shredded
It saddens me
It's difficult
I'm forced to sit with it
I admit it
I can't think clear my visions tinted
For the first time
I don't trust my intuition
In dreams she pays me visits
She kisses me and giggles
It's so fire
Shit is so vivid
Baby did you get it?
My telepathic message
I sent it
You seent it when I dreamt it
You see how I'm addicted
I can't accept we finished

Quit haunting me
Baby let me go
I keep seeing things
You're my favorite ghost
My favorite ghost

Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing I do
I do

Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing I do
For you

While I do see now I need more love
No amount would be enough to fill my own cup
No applause, no partner, no spouse
Will ever fill that space unless it comes from myself
I need to look inside and not outwardly
Now she gone away
I feel phantom pains
Like I lost a leg
But I feel it's still there
I lost my best friend
POOF
She elsewhere

Quit haunting me
Baby let me go
I keep seeing things
You're my favorite ghost
My favorite ghost

Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing I do
I do

Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing
Every little thing I do
For you