My Dream, My Agony

[Verse 1]
The reason I can't wake up
Is that I never fall asleep
And I should quit the pills
But that's a promise I cannot keep
Oh, my twelve steps are directed straight to hell
Feels like I'm not walking them alone
But who am I talking to now
Was there anyone at all

[Pre-Chorus]
Me and my friends are drowning in delirium
How long will we justify
Our ways through empty words
We're telling ourselves
Writing them on the walls
"The World is falling apart, falling apart"

[Chorus]
Oh how I wish I was strong enough
'Cause I can't resist, no I can't resist
My habit of borrowing happiness from myself
Oh how I wish I was strong enough

[Verse 2]
It's time to understand
That nothing is given
But we keep pointing our fingers at
Everything but ourselves
The vicious cycle we don't want to step out
Will make us hit the bottom again
And hit the button again

[Breakdown]
I know I’m lost
I don’t fit in, I don’t fit in

[Bridge]
I know I’m lost
I don’t fit in
This world we know
So let me be
So let me be

[Chorus]
Oh how I wish I was strong enough
So I could resist, so I could resist my
Habit of borrowing happiness from myself
Oh how I wish I was strong enough