My Darling

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I'll listen my darling, my hearing is smudging
And these people watching me is kinda increasing my heartbeat
My intimate whining is defeating the tiny
Reason behind it, I'm getting slimmer by the minute
I guess we'll be missing Giovanni, as I picture this rhyming
No lie, I got sick of the money
So why do I still rap, I think there's a Stockholm syndrome inside it
'Cause all I got from kids was hits so I mic 'em
It's a different type of shit you then write off
When every single kind of insult describes ya
You grip on the graphite, this tool that binds ya
To flipping 'em off like it's in the middle of your index and Cartier
All these narrative constructs
I could never be starstruck at a negative dumb fuck
It's whatever, do what Gio must, whether it's not fun
Just look at where we got us, even if not far

[Hook]
My darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, are (my darling)
Are you crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, love? (my darling)
You are mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, hun (my darling)
My darling, darling, darling, darling, drown in what you want

[Verse 2]
Don't look me in my eyes, I think I'm kinda ugly
If I could turn me inside out, you'd compliment my outfit
My acne looks like everlasting blushing
And don't ask me about my smile 'cause that's actually funny
Crooked jawline and no mentions of writing, but selfless aside
It's a tension of mine that I've felt less in my life 'cause of my tendons and liga-
Ments, it's a tendence of cryin' thinking I can't be friends with someone 'cause I'm not as pretty when I stand there beside 'em
Or that I'm mentally biased with my friends and I paint 'em like liars
Like, ''there's not a chance they could like him, they 100 percent make fun of him
Behind his back'', and I just feel bad for not likin' myself enough that
I have to mask it with others that just want the best for my shyness
Imagine if I liked my aspect as a child, yeah

[Hook]
My darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, are (my darling)
Are you crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, love? (my darling)
You are mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, hun (my darling)
My darling, darling, darling, darling, drown in what you want

[Verse 3]
Made an hobby out of trauma dumping
Cypherin' in public to the humming of my heart's pounding
The day my momma brought me to light in a dark hallway
It was thunderin' and all I heard was quiet but shocked sobbing
Fucking sighs, my face disfigured, they figured if they put me back in it
That vagina and waited for ten minutes I would drop back different
My doctor chimed in to tell he means it, I was just that hideous
Subconsciously I know that there's no loving me at all, man
I'm better of talking to the wall 'til it talks backs
These thoughts to me are no sweat and honestly my endowment
So partially I hope that no damsel is my soul match
This is what is hyped, I signed up for, ain't it?
This is what I like, rhymin' a foreign language
Jeez I caught my lightening in a portioned glass pint
Spent all my life to wind up right at square one, but I don't mind my-

[Hook]
My darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, darling, are (my darling)
Are you crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, crying, love? (my darling)
You are mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, mine, hun (my darling)
My darling, darling, darling, darling, drown in what you want