My Daily Planner Tells Me I’m Sharpening a Butcher Knife

[Verse 1]
Days and nights, pile high
Existence itself is passing me by
Make me feel like I'm 19 and I am free to stay a while
He's there, and he, fucking, hates me
Why can't, I be, beauty, like the

[Chorus]
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway

[Verse 2]
I can't save you, the theatrics
I can't hold back stupid tears
I feel forever 19, songs I write wilt on deaf ears
Counting all the lines and stripes
Flowing towards the dashboard line
Stomach churns and I feel sick
Odium a set paradigm

[Pre-Chorus]
Absence, I revolve in my sheath of impossibles
Its crystals a million ignorants
Attendants

[Chorus]
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway
Long slender legs of the dead deer on the highway, highway

Absence, I revolve in my sheath of impossibles
Its crystals, a million ignorants
Attendants