​my crush sent an mp3 n said listen at hi vol but i think he j wants me 2b deaf n sad @ the same time

That sinking feeling when you'll never be impressed
I have nightmares all about dying when I lay my head to rest
And I feel isolated, and in turn I feel depressed
Well fuck you, that's fine, I've gotten so far alone
And I hate myself
And everyone else
I'm never crawling out of my shell again
Fuck this reality

Tear it off, but not a lot, only so much you-
Death to myself and the world around me
Death to myself and the world around me

I think too much about everything
Thе cosmos could decide to strike us down
Or maybе I'll never live to see that day
Either way I'm gonna have a panic attack tonight
And I hate myself
And everyone else
Set me on the shelf (the shelf, the shelf)

Tear it off, but not a lot, only so much you-
Death to myself and the world around me
Death to myself and the world around me

Death to myself and the world around me
Death to myself and the world around me
Death to myself and the world around me
Death to myself and the world around me
(Death to myself and the world around me) And I hate myself
(Death to myself and the world around me) And everyone else
(Death to myself and the world around me)
Death to myself and the world around me