My Conundrum

[Intro]
So this is my conundrum
I make my own problems
Don’t know if I can solve them

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing this right
Staying up stressing for two-to-three nights
All just to find something I can write
And I could just lie say I’m doing fine
Tell them that my conscience is alright
But if I did that, I wouldn’t feel right
I gave it all away, and now it’s out of sight
So I might just lie, say I’m doing fine

[Pre-Chorus]
Looking down at the city
That never sleeps (I’m in too deep)
They're all getting ready
To take that leap (I’d rather sleep)

[Chorus]
So this is my conundrum
I make my own problems
Don’t know if I can solve them
I’m scared of the dark
I’m scared you might break my heart
Lately, I’ve been falling apart
But it’s all my fault

[Verse 2]
‘Cause I’m stuck sitting in this boring room
Where I think about the past and what I could do
To solve all my problems and pay all my dues
But that’s not enough, not enough for you
And I made up my mind about this whole thing
It was all a joke, nevertheless it stings
That didn’t matter, it was just a fling
But now I can’t feel anything

[Pre-Chorus]
Looking down at the city
That never sleeps (I’m in too deep)
They're all getting ready
To take that leap (I’d rather sleep)

[Bridge]
And I'm just so afraid
The future's so uncertain
But we're still closing curtains
We’ve got a long way to go
The future’s so uncertain
But we’re still closing curtains

[Chorus]
So this is my conundrum
I make my own problems
Don’t know if I can solve them
I’m scared of the dark
I’m scared you might break my heart
Lately, I’ve been falling apart
But it’s all my fault

[Outro]
And I’m getting ready
‘Cause one day you will forget me
While you’re out there living your best life
You’ll move out to the city
So happy without me
It’ll be like I was never in your life
Maybe we’ll meet again soon
In a year or two
And I don’t wanna walk away
But I promise I’ll be okay