My Blood Smells Like Thunderstorms

I keep everything
Everything I want to know
Limp and lifeless days
Lifeless days hide blinkered eyes
Eyes that see the blackness growing into me
Laughter echoes long
Echoes long before my thoughts can answer
Leave me laughing when you're gone
Nothingness and despair is a friend to me

I stop for no-one
Keep looking at the ground
For you need rescuing
Look at my shadow
It follows every move I make
And it follows you
Watch and wonder
I swallow all your fragile life
(Keep in time you will see what about the one that wanted more)
Stop and suffer
You are no friend for saddened cries
(Cry with me show your pain I don't care for anybody)

See me through your willows
And I still have the time for you
I will keep you up through all your tired eyes
And look for you
Laughing time with sparrows
Matters fly back across the day
Swoop and fall in time

I find a new disguise
You see through me easily
Undecided rivers
Run and soothe your seperate self
Flow until you'll crumble right before your eyes
Despair in all