My Blessing

[Verse 1: Grafh]
I need something to believe in
Something to believe in
Shit I just need a reason
Emotionally unavailable's what I'm feeling
What a feeling
It's like it's broken and nothing's healing
I self medicated, tryna stay balanced
Meditated, went vegan, ate salad
Fake happy online until we got great at it
Searching for valadation from niggas that ain't vallad
We all kind of mentally confused
Every woman I dated was sexually abused
Pressured with agression, instead of in the mood
Made it from pesimistic over fеmenistic views
Daddy wasn't around, wanna cry, I'm fine
Lil things, I lеarned how to tie a tie online
Entuition I rely on mine
If the shoe fits, wear it, Imma try on mine
Real shit, I wasn't afraid of death, wasn't afraid to die
More afraid of heartbreak, and more afraid to cry
I need to face my own truth, can't be afraid to fly
I'm too generious to cheat, and too [?] to ly

Word up

[Chorus: Eric Belinger]
I need you, I need you
Sacrifice [?] I could give you my heart
I need you, I need you
[?] got me in position
I know
You a blessing
Imma wait however long
For my blessing
Yeah yeah

[Verse 2: Grafh]
The plan is to level up some
Never return back to the level you leveled up from
Did I get enough done?
Too neglected or too exessive
[?] then it's too expensive
Head up, never down to the floor
Never look up to the rich, or look down to the poor
[?] secure
But I'm [?]
I'd rather [?] than hold a conversation
This that big ego too much pride combonation
Padlock without the combonation
This is not new
I let you down, but I say that I got you
I never learned how to love, I actually learned not to
Whatever my [?], you think that it's not you
I say I love you, you tell me it's not true
[?]
You deserve to be happy
[?]

[Chorus: Eric Belinger]
I need you, I need you
Sacrifice [?] I could give you my heart
I need you, I need you
[?] got me in position
I know
You a blessing
Imma wait however long
For my blessing
Yeah yeah

[Verse 3: Grafh]
Happiness forgotten, I been hurt so long, that I actually forgot how happiness [?] option
How could you take all your emotions and love me with it?
How do you give me your heart and trust me with it?
Damb you braver, I'm praying I'm never clomsey with it
[?] you look at me like he must be different
I'm tryna uphold that
[?] relationship, I never told that
I never condone that
I wish I could love so freely and not hold back
Soda for sale, but I never sold that
I wanna be incredible
I wanna do the shit I never do
I grew up with grown ass men that never grew
I used to buy my kids things they never had
Now I wanna teach my kids things I never knew
Stop compeating with those ahead of you
Just wake up tomorrow tryna be a better you

[Chorus: Eric Belinger]
I need you, I need you
Sacrifice [?] I could give you my heart
I need you, I need you
[?] got me in position
I know
You a blessing
Imma wait however long
For my blessing
Yeah yeah