MY BLACK

[Verse 1]
Black all I see
Gotta stop loving bitches hard
Putting on a front for my niggas
Like the endings don't hurt
But it leave a nigga scarred
(Crazy)
Please shoot a call if you need it
Scared when I really sit alone with my demons
Where my friend that got the pills bro I need it
Love has always been a trap
Wanna see my black?
See my black?
See my weakness?
See my bad?
Niggas changing like clothes behind a rich white dad
To begin, was we ever really friends like that?
I don’t have real friends, guess it's my bad
I was abandoned, so I never trust shit like that
It's a load of trauma that I have in my bag
Why you think the dick feel like that?
I’m never fucking just for me
To tell the truth, I'm fucking you so you don't leave
Bad at communication, but I know it's key
A worried nigga overthinking everything
Shit
I never trust a soul
To tell the truth, I don't even trust in me
If I was you, I would leave me too
Leave me by myself, where that shit leaves too
Stuck in my blues, and the black

[Hook]
I don’t know how to act
Don't leave me alone
Stuck in the blues, and the black
This the truth, not an act
Hard to be on my own
This how I empty the bag
Gotta put it all in the song
Cause I probably won't be here long
Probably won't be here long
I don’t know how to act
Don't leave me alone
Stuck in the blues, and the black
This the truth, not an act
Hard to be on my own
This how I empty the bag
Gotta put it all in the song
Cause I probably won't be here long
Probably won't be here long

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I'm trynna get higher than the hills
Trynna get higher than the hopes that I had
That this rap shit finna pay the bills
Remember when they didn't send a verse, I was mad
They’ll regret it know I’m hard but I’m ill
Now it's out in the open
I ain't hating on blud, you got bullshit
First time that I try me some potion today
Act kinda crazy
I ain't thinking about my own lately
Shit is danger, I can't get it faded
Hope all this shit gon' get me a placement
But I’mma stunt on these hoes
I’ma rap so you dance a lil more
Shit I know you can't dance to this song
My bad, I just had to empty out my lil bag
I'm stuck in the blues and the black

[Hook]
I don’t know how to act
Don't leave me alone
Stuck in the blues, and the black
This the truth, not an act
Hard to be on my own
This how I empty the bag
Gotta put it all in the song
Cause I probably won't be here long
Probably won't be here long
I don’t know how to act
Don't leave me alone
Stuck in the blues, and the black
This the truth, not an act
Hard to be on my own
This how I empty the bag
Gotta put it all in the song
Cause I probably won't be here long
Probably won't be here long