My bad

[Intro]
It's not the same
It's actually getting super fucking lame
How you try to act like you care for me
Bitch I'm bout to break
I can't stand you when you keep tryna walk in my way
I just step out of my body when I hear the words you say

[Verse]
I can't live right with you by me
And your angry that I'm healthy
Oh it breaks your heart to know that I'm happy
But the things I did to get here is absurd
You wouldn't get it
Yeah, difficult for me to control myself
Now I'm struggling to find help
Thought I didn't need nobody else
Now I'm all alone by myself
I can't fucking take it no more

[Chorus]
Put me first or this wouldn't last
I'm just always contemplating about things I could've never had
I guess it's my bad
I'm sorry for all the shit I put you through now I will never feel again
Again
They just want me dead
I just fuck it up instead
I'll never be happy again
Knew it wouldn't last
This shit hurts my fucking head (All the shit I)
Put you through now I will never feel again

[Verse 2]
Quit keeping me awake
Your in my mind, I guess I won't sleep today
Why do you make me feel this way?
Thought I knew the real you since that first fucking day