My Abyss

So this is really how it goes
When you believe in something
So much that it hurts
It was my solemn oath
To achieve the near impossible
And I paid the toll
Predition was never too far off
Close the top
The ideals that had carried me so far
Would not be stopped
Higher than the height of all reason
I couldn't let go of the notion that one day I'd reach it
If I kept believing
It was a one way track
I made the choice of never looking back
A dead end path
My undeniable truth
That could never be disproved
Such an earnest fool
Predition was never too far off
Close to the top
The ideals that had carried me so far
Would not be stopped
But at the end of the tunnel
I saw a light that wasn't guiding, I was blind
It was the bottom of the well
I was so caught up in my own reflection
And into my abyss I fell
I got just what I wanted all along
And in the course of my descent, I discovered wieghtlessness
It became evident
As I neared oblivion
That I had one of two options
Most fall feet frist like cowards
But I dove headlong into beyond
Higher than the height of all reason
I couldn't let go of the notion that one day I'd reach it
If I kept believing
But at the end of the tunnel
I saw a light that wasn't guiding, I was blind
It was the bottom of the well
I was so caught up in my own reflection
And into my abyss I fell
I got just what I wanted all along
I'd reached the apex of hope's spires
The furthest point from non-belief
The altitude was perilous
And temptation surmonted gravity, and now I'm gone