↸ᒷᓭᒷ∷⍊ᒷ ᔑ ⊣𝙹𝙹↸ ꖎ╎⎓ᒷ I want it bad... bad

[Verse 1]
Yeah I know my limits and I want it so bad
I keep dreaming about it, I wanna live it bad
How you call me fake? I keep everything a distance
You don't know how to keep composure

[Chorus]
This not a fantasy we live it right now
I failed so many times and I am finding out how
Everything I look up to be hating me now
I feel so alone just gonna do my own vow
I keep having doubts
I hate all these habits how I do it everyday
I can feel my brain rotting it's like this everyday
Now it's like a blur, I feel as if I am child's play

[Bridge]
(Fuck you, go away)
(Found my way)

[Verse 2]
I am gonna roll it up and smoke it like I am Fetty Wap
In love with the money I ain't never letting go
Say you gonna steal everything but all you do is fap
We be talking bangs and selling shit like mangos

[Verse 3]
I just wanna cop a million bands
Laugh at mе, I am Phillipino, I know
Hold on to my soul with one strand
I could make it glow with one blow

[Chorus]
This not a fantasy wе live it right now
I failed so many times and I am finding out how
Everything I look up to be hating me now
I feel so alone just gonna do my own vow
I keep having doubts
I hate all these habits how I do it everyday
I can feel my brain rotting it's like this everyday
Now it's like a blur, I feel as if I am child's play