Murder One

[VERSE 1]
In murder one, my mind's the gun
Words fly like bullets in the midday sun
I'm the vampire slayer, chosen one
And if you missed it the first time hit rerun
Hit rerun like you're on the VCR shit
Or just give up, and go back to some easier shit
Is it easier to swallow, now that all you do is follow
And you'll still be here tomorrow stuck with all the same shit?
Man, I don't even want to get into it with you now though
Think you got thoughts? I think not, how so?
You're of the opinion that you got a new style
But you don't rap, you just say things once in a while
Always the same words you don't understand
Same implications of division of man
And you don't see you do it just to stay in your box
With your mind closed, like you got it on lock
My words know no boundaries
Feet have no concept where the ground is
Now we grow cities upwards and states made
And we live in estates mate, mistakes made
Hate's face is what you're seeing each day to day
And everybody is defined by how risqué
And how cut throat they are to get somebody's place
It's amazing, your cold heart, well played
I don't have time for liars
Retired from the business of putting out fires
And fuck what I'm turning to
I don't think they give a fuck what I turn into
Feel like I got through life on a technicality
I'm manic on the inside but outwardly just standing here like -

[VERSE 2]
I'm late to the table, still eating
Struggling for breath but still breathing
I too have been infected but I'm healing
But no beef please, I'm vegan
And they call me little heathen
Seething with reasons to question believers
Everyday I'm fighting off demons
See these traumas, shit never leaves us
I am a scape goat, rape game Huni Hunjour
More that you swallow the more that you're done for
More that you wallow you wish that you'd done more
But go to war, you're just a body just one more
Rap game just for fun, are you kidding me
With all of these messages that they're slipping in
Just lay back and pop some more Ritalin
I'll be the one to make sure that it's sinking in
Are you thinking that your thoughts can be justified by the bible?
The Times, no libel? By Obama, by the war, your survival?
You're no better than who you think is your rival
I'm so spiteful? Your so clueless
I'm not the one who made you do this
You had a choice not to choose this
You got a brain, right? Use it
Everything is not what it seems
This isn't a conspiracy, this is not a dream
Sanctioned murder, still a murder one
Turn and run, there's a hand on that gun
The collective hand of everything that you've done
An accident? Yeh, it looks like a bad one
And actually you just might have a sad one
Thing about hearts is at one time you had one
Thing about minds is you might have a bad one
Thing about me is I'm getting quite mad, son
Thing about you is your ignorance, hang on
I feel like you're holding my sanity ransom

[VERSE 3]
I don't give a shit about rap rules
Rap fools think their opinions are factual
Screaming ghetto while they're swimming in their cash pools
It's murder, suicide, paxil
Just a control game, that's all
You got a lot of views, but your facts fall short
But your minions will carry them, it's just people management
You get by on the mic, but you lie on the mic
Me you know I don't even have to try on the mic
Me I get by with whatever you like
You just want me to bite cos you live for the fight
And I'm like
I'll run with whatever you hand me
I'd give you a hand but you can't even stand me
I'm making a stand so just kindly unhand me
I'm in foreign lands like an alien landing hmmm
The arcturian candidate
Sometimes I just can't believe how you're acting mate
We can't emancipate minds when our senses evaporate
We're just stuck in this placid state
Blasphemy, what, just for me?
Shit I hope so
Im'a go as far as I know so
Oh no, I am not the type to say yolo
I don't go much with the crowd, I'm a no show
Cos I don't wanna be like Iggy or Nicki or Kitty
Or even Tupac or Biggie, not really
Cos I've been feeling more like Falling James Moreland
Falling apart but scoring points cos you're all boring
Warring all your silly bullshitting
When you're not even witty
When I'd rather be sitting back with the Red Hot Chilis
Feeling like I'm not dealing, I'm really having some fun
Like ive officially begun with this murder one
Done