​murder fantasy

[Refrain]
I pass out, wake up twelve hours later
Look at my mirror, scared and more faker
Everywhere I go, my paranoia's greater
Wish I was greater, wish I was greater

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm in my room all alone
I'm fucking paranoid
Scared of getting killed in my house
It's blacking out my void
Hearing voices I'm not used to
Please, just make it stop, make it stop

[Post-Chorus]
Cut my wrist, I'm fine, thinking borderline
Bleeding 'til I die, darker than my wine
And I don't know what is wrong with my head
Yeah, I wish I was dead, yeah, I wish I was dead
I look myself in the eye, and then I'm starting to cry
A fucking homicide, fighting for its life, and I die
I wish I could've fight, why the fuck am I so stupid?
Disappointed families and people I excluded

[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm in my room all alone
I'm fucking paranoid
Scared of getting killed in my house
It's blacking out my void
Hearing voices I'm not used to
Please, just make it stop, make it stop
Yeah, I'm in my room all alone
I'm fucking paranoid
Scared of getting killed in my house
It's blacking out my void
Hearing voices I'm not used to
Please, just make it stop, make it stop

[Post-Chorus]
Cut my wrist, I'm fine, thinking borderline
Bleeding 'til I die, darker than my wine
And I don't know what is wrong with my head
Yeah, I wish I was dead, yeah, I wish I was dead