Mr. Bells

Mr. Bells

It’s 08 I’m fresh face looking like a baby
Found a talent and a drive that is gonna shape me
Said goodbye to the city of New York
Caught a plane and flew into the Cali storm

That’s LA in 2012 East Colden avenue at Mr. Bells
I met some family I never knew I had
And tasted beer for the first time with my dad

It’s funny how life works ain’t it
An empty canvas and it’s up to you to paint it
And we never cease to erase chasing things we never have so we always stay painting empty pictures
And misconceptions
I hope this leads you in the right direction
If you’re chasing something that’ll never bloom turn around cause all you need in life is you -

2014
The worst year of my life
Jamie died and I tried to kill myself twice
Cuz I ain’t never dealt with death before
And everyone I knew was dying more and more
They was dropping like flies
So at the time I ain’t wanna compromise I just wanna close my eyes pull the trigger of my 9 but then I saw my mommas eyes

And thought
Fuck that
Drastic measures
Lead to mass displeasure
Leads to broken homes that will not get better
That will not shine lighter
So I wrote these songs now our life shines brighter
(Now our life shines )

I don’t want this pain no more
I don’t want this I don’t want this pain no more yah
I don’t want this pain no more
I don’t want this I don’t want this pain no more ya

Life is an hour glass
It flies quick so make it last
Don’t lose your confidence or competence on never ending scues and speculations don’t live searching for a compliment
Just be you and be true
Cause life’s that simple
Just keep on being you

Chorus
I don’t want this pain no more
I don’t want this I don’t want this pain no more
Yeah
I don’t want this pain no more
I don’t want this I don’t want this pain no more
Yeah