Mountains Interlude

[Verse]
Staring at the mountains, tryna get my head together
That green, blue and that frosty weather keeps me up when I’m under-weather
Like all together might drop this shit
Second-guessing my accomplishments
Like everybody’s better than you, you’re not cool, you’re fraudulent
It’s not in your blood, you adopted it
Looking for a home like a foster kid
You skipped college without the knowledge of what you are and how you’ll market it
And this ain’t me, this is marketing
Running back to the park again
Same spot I wrote about like two years before life hit and now I’m lifeless
Let me just feel this, ain’t felt shit in a minute
Been feeling like split living
Been feeling like this life ain’t mine
Been feeling like I need to cry
Been feeling real afraid to die, but why?