Mountains

[Verse 1: ENNY]
I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressure
Here's a lesson from my presence, so everything is overwhelm
Moments seem to counteract, at times I wish that I'd go back
And fuck up when I had the chance and keep it on a need to know basis
I'm basic, a busted child
I'm a pessimistic mess and so I can't be wowed
Daddy's self-destructive trace that seems to plague his child
Like how'd you think that I was swimming when it was clear that I was drowning?
Hands, they fold like prayer at school, my youth up from the fountain
And searching something deeper, so I'm trekking up thеse mountains
In Nike sweats and a worn out vеst
And some mashed up creps just to find that

[Chorus: ENNY]
All I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off
'Cause all I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off

[Verse 2: ENNY]
I'm back, not better, secured some cheddar
The ties been severed, the storm's been weathered
I catch my cruise and change my views
To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool
It's cost my time and cost my pride
It's crossed my mind that maybe I'm
The author of the things I hate, I hope in time I demonstrate
On how to not disintegrate outside of all the mess I made
Freeze up, how to ease up, so I'd see love
I'm freed up, not a leader, it don't mean much
I need ya to be eager, to be okay
To be alright

[Chorus: ENNY]
All I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off
'Cause all I see is what could be
Not what was, all my wants
They seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breaking off