Motionless

This is not how I need to remember you
My dreams lie outloud but they pull me through
As I- wonder how I'm breathing
(when) My eyes have failed to find you with me
Well here I lay motionless standing still
Holding on to what I thought that was
But you will leave me and lie until my
Last breaths
Hating how you've left me
Even if I could scream it'd only be half a sigh- of what I think of you
As I- fail to find you with me
Here I wait for your descent to the ground
Opportunity for hate, to write you out- of my heart and my last dreams
To bury you pathetic and oridnary
Just like how you left me now
Hate how you left me now