mother always said

Back then, wasn’t doing well, oh
Last year wanted to kill myself
But I chose to be a loner
It’s better than being sober
My friends on fentanyl now
Can’t seem to be seen alone now
Shitty weather and this shit is cold out
Cheap drugs and the shit is sold out
It’s hard to believe that you wanna be with me
Oh, but mother always said
That this shit ain’t pretend

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore

I’d shoot myself before I leave you behind
You’ve got the touch of serotonin in mind
You live your life without any repercussions
I’m angrier than ever, take it out on percussions
I ain’t what you want, you ain’t the girl that I fucking loved
Yeah, something changed, there’s no other way
Either you leave before I run away
And I won’t lie, you’re better living life with someone else
But keep in mind, you’re someone that I love more than myself

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore

I’m breaking free from my cell
Fuck you, I wish you’re in hell
I hope you rot in the dirt
I wish that this shit would work

And my mother told me, “It’s better to feel lonely
Than trust someone you don’t love”
(You don’t love)
And as I get older, I realize I know you
More than I thought I had before
And I don’t wanna know you anymore