Moth

I can see all the imperfections on my skin
Took a hit and I could feel it in my bones
All alone in the shower just me and my thoughts
Try to call me but I won't pick up the phone

Everything you do is another move your always scheming
Treat me like I'm dumb like I believe it
Should I believe it? and just play stupid
Could I lose it? Or would I lose you?

Not gonna break my back
Not gonna break my back for this
Not gonna break my back
Not gonna break my back for this

There's a flame, in a cold heart
It burns with the frost
If it weren't for the fire
I'd be fucking lost

It's not pretty it's not clean, use that flame to smoke my weed, burn me on a cross
Happily spread my wings on my way to better things, Flying like a moth
Throw a fit you hypocrite, get distracted by dumb shit, take your time you sloth
Have to leave, spread my wings, on my way to better things, flying like a moth

Everybody hates me for what I've become
Ain't seen what I have been through, only what I've done
Drowning in the fog till there's another light
I don't even think I can control my mind

I can see it’s impractical to give a shit
Took a swig and I could feel it hit my gut
All alone at the counter just me and my shots
See the light and I'm distracted like a moth

Every time I gasp it's like you suffocate my breathing
Tell me that you care like I believe it
Should believe it, and just be stupid
Could I lose you?do I care though?

Not gonna break my back
Not gonna break my back for this
Not gonna break my back
Not gonna break my back for this