Most of my friends?

Most of my friends?
Shit
They wanna kill themselves
We only got one life so I'm just tryna live it well
See most of mine so far was spent inside afraid of failure
I've got such few stories to tell I feel like a failure
And that's some real shit, but god damn it's about time
Needed that knock down to realize I ain't even tried to fly yet
Stuck on auto pilot
Flipped the switch and said fuck being comfortable, that's a waste of time
Bro I'll gladly fuck with you as long as you not wasting mine, like some people
I told them fucks see you later
I gotta go I ain't waiting
Watch 'em dry up like raisins
I swear this life is a babe and I keep my bitch wet
These days ain't got time for no games, but I'm spitting game making plays while you on the benches
I wanna be unsure, wanna grab life by the horns and try to hold on
Rapping through the muthafuckin roof until the flow gone
I'm so gone
Been ridin' through these city streets
Tryna stay a busy bee
We not thinking bout the cannots just possibilities

And most of my friends
And most of my friends said that's silly b