- more tears to drop

[Chorus:]
One more night, more tear drops drop
Wishing I fucking die, time is ticking on the clock
And I feel so alone, who will ever stick around?
Will everyone leave me before I’m in the ground?
None of u can speak of me cause I’ve made it through hell
Every time I was dying I said I was doing well
I’m the walking sorrow, for me existing is pain
If I want to I’ll bring the storm, I’ll bring the fucking rain

[Verse:]
When I saw u I didn’t think u loved me but u did
All I ever wanted was to grow up as a kid
Now I’m the one they speak about and I think its fucking weak
I’m just someone to hate, I’m not no friend to keep
Been through the worst and u see me fucking smile
Even tho I don’t know, how does it feels to be alive?
Had to me be own dad, when I cried no one was there
So don’t u ever tell me that this life shit for u is fair
I’m so young, I’m so lost, I’m jus another ghost
And I wake up and I to go to sleep cause pain I feel the most
This my life, this my sanity, these remaining bits
Before I’m in the grave imma have a couple hits

Songs are cries for help, but this one fucking ain’t
Devil feeds my soul while they think I’m a saint
They see of future, they see love and happiness
I don’t see no fucking future cause it’s covered in darkness
I’ve lost everything and I’ve gotten sick of giving
Know that what u call suffering I call living
I’ll crave my name in ur minds just so u remember
About the kid that changed the world and died in September

[Chorus:]
One more night, more tear drops drop
Wishing I fucking die, time is ticking on the clock
And I feel so alone, who will ever stick around?
Will everyone leave me before I’m in the ground?
None of u can speak of me cause I’ve made it through hell
Every time I was dying I said I was doing well
I’m the walking sorrow, for me existing is pain
If I want to I’ll bring the storm, I’ll bring the fucking rain