​moonlight.

[Verse]
Moonlight in my eyes leave me blind on a dark night
Why'd you have to lie? Any wrong we could make right
I don't wanna try if it all leaves the same kind
Pain inside of my heart of hearts, God I hate life
My soul get so weak and tired, I think it's anemic
Let go, it's okay, I probably might fucking need it
I'm attached to way too fucking much that leave me bleeding
Every word you said was all a lie and I believed it
Why you on my phone again? Girl, I can't take it
Fire in my bones again, I feel enraged with hate
Oh no, not this road again, I thought I made it
Up out of this hole but it's gone makе me cave in
How can I live knowing you havе a kid
But they're not gonna call me their dad? This is shit
I don't wanna go back to the pain I was in
I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in
What do I do with what I grew with? I'm making music but feel useless
Said I'm a nuisance but I knew it, how to get through it? Bitch I'm clueless
I think you wanna mess with my head once again
Why you show me the door but then won't let me in?
Don't say you love me, baby, that's dishonest
Girl if you don't want me, then I don't wanna feel wanted
You are not the one for me so I don't even want it
When I fall asleep, I pray I don't regain my conscious
"Ken, don't be like that you got so much more to live for"
Don't come at me with that, swear I've heard it all like before
If you wanna help, you can leave me alone
Don't tell me how to live, imma leave earth alone
I'll be fine when I'm rottin' in a coffin
Out my mind, have I lost it? Don't be knockin'
No one home in this dome that I like to call my head
Know you won't ever care, don't say you did when I'm dead