Mood Swings

[Music Video Intro: Drill Instructor, Mass of Man]
Why did you hide a jelly donut in your foot locker, Mass of Man?
Sir, because I was hungry, sir
Because you were hungry?
From now on, whenever Mass of Man fucks up
I will not punish him, I will punish all of you
Get on your faces
They'll pay for it, you eat it
And, exercise

[Verse 1: Mass of Man]
I don't wanna have these mood swings, my mind changes like mood rings
I don't wanna think this way no more, my thoughts are so confusing
What do you think, I'm happy?
That I'm glad to be alive?
They hate me 'cause I'm crazy, my mind's racing all the time
I gotta be the best of rap in this
I said, "I'm gonna take a stab at it"
I creep in just like a pathogen
Practice, and my flow's immaculate
Woah, my flow's immaculate
Take this beat, and I'mma tackle it
Blow my brains out after rappin' this
Oh, I'm havin' a mood swing

[Bridge: Mass of Man]
I hate the way I am, I don't think that I understand it
Broken beyond repairment
Unfixable and I'm damaged
Craving loved, needing purpose, still, I feel I don't deserve this
So many battles I'm fighting, yet barely scratching the surface

[Chorus: Kat Armendariz]
Unstable can't keep focus
No control over my emotions
Up and down we go like rollercoasters
Someone tell me when the mood swing's over

[Verse 2: Bingx]
Bitch, I'm just a bit psycho from this life, this mind, got a sick eye, and it can't
Control the shit, I feel inside
Homie, this why the music thrive in it
And I'm better off with demons, homie, I carry those
Only time I let 'em out, through the stereo
Here we go again
Still got the merry-go
I put the burden down when they lower me in my burial
When I die, I hope my funeral is a mosh pit
Tell everybody to pull up exhausted
Just so that you know how I feel when I'm down, walkin' around without shit in my pockets (Oh)
You should make time, the studio, great vibes
The truth is, I've been afraid of my monsters
Tryna fake a smile, I don't make you smile
Truthfully, I feel like an imposter
Now I got a problem with the people that be livin' in my head
And the therapy and the medication fixed a little problem, but the side effects were worse than what I did when on a read
Anytime you see me smile, know it took a lot of effort to project
My inner life but darkness with me every step
Got me runnin' out of breath, I don't ever get no rest
The truth is, when you see me smile, I'm fuckin' depressed

[Chorus: Kat Armendariz]
Unstable can't keep focus
No control over my emotions
Up and down we go like rollercoasters
Someone tell me when the mood swing's over

[Verse 3: GAWNE]
I got mood swings, what do you think?
Bipolar, I'm so confusing
Some days I'm moving, but 8AM the next day, I lay in bed snoozing like I don't want to do things
So depressed, oh and yes, how the going gets tough, my stress just coalesced
I'm probably going to load the tech and blow my head
I say goodbye to life, and hello to death
But am I gonna stop?
I will not
'Cause I don't feel hot, so I got's to pill pop
A couple little xans when I'm illin' a chill dock, I'm probably gonna rot inside a still box
Kinda mellow when I feel lowkey
'Til the pills wear off, then I get ugly
I pop a Phetamine and Ketamine, I'm gettin' mean, you better be ready for the Vendetta, got a head of steam
Oh my god, psychotic's what I'm labeled
Abuse Narcotics, mentally unstable
Fucked in my head, been stuck in my ways though
Then again, I've been an erupting volcano
My day starts with a smile first, then flip it upside down frown, I'm hurt
But 'til them wheels fall off and my tires burst, the show goes on, you ready for the fireworks? (Woah)

[Chorus: Kat Armendariz]
Unstable can't keep focus
No control over my emotions
Up and down we go like rollercoasters
Someone tell me when the mood swing's over