Mood Swings

[Verse 1]
Damn I hate goodbyes (Damn I hate goodbyes)
Damn I hate the lies (Damn I hate the lies)
Damn I hate that I convince myself that it was worth it every time
Damn I hate my pride
My own feeling in disguise
Now we blow tree to touch the skies
Cause we can't stand the simple lies
Feel like they see it in my eyes
Lately they never drive
The pain of losing all that happiness when all you ever did was try
Sometimes I bow my head and cry
Same time I don't know where to go
At night I look up at the sky
Feel like lately I wanna die
Fuck that
Damn I hate the lows (You gon' be alright)
Illusion of the soul (Aw damn)
Especially on the road 'cause every [?] with flows (Gotta let it go)
Damn I hate the highs (Damn I hate the highs)
Swear they never last (Maybe one time)
Swear you tryna move forward, they keep bringing up the past
Yeah

[Chorus]
Nostalgia all up in my year tho' (Year tho')
Really got me wishing you was here tho' (Here tho')
You a goofball and I'm a weirdo (Weirdo)
Really wonder how this shit got weird tho' (Got weird tho')

[Verse 2]
Never forget it, forgive it, but always relive it, I wish I could hit the rewind
Makin' more excuses then you do decisions
I don't get why you can't make up your mind
I don't see how you replacin' what's mine
I don't see how you replacin' your time
We wasted, your room, my room, basement
But with you it felt like vacations
Remember when we used to sneak and get high?
We was never hidin', we was just escapin'
To the island of imagination
That started over like retry, even though we tried like three, four, five
Lost count after each lie
See the peace sign more than hello waves
And the middle finger more than peace signs
Said you need a little bit of, "Me" time
And that turned into, "Who is he?" time
Flip it back on me like, "Who is she?"
"I don't know," same answer each time
I want you when I'm faded but I need you when I'm sober
So can the two of us start it all over, can't believe it's all over

[Chorus]
Nostalgia all up in my year tho' (Year tho')
Really got me wishing you was here tho' (Here tho')
You a goofball and I'm a weirdo (Weirdo)
Really wonder how this shit got weird tho' (Got weird tho')

[Interlude]
Mood swings
I can't fight these (Help me with these)
I can't stop these (I can't fight these)
I need, I need, I need
I need, I need, I need (Mood swings, I need self control)
I need, I need
I need something
I need something
I need, I need (Mood swings)
I don't need anything (O-O-O-Oh my God, Kyro!)
I don't need you, I don't need, you (Mood swings)
I don't need any of y'all motherfu— (Mood swings)
None of you!

[Verse 3]
Head gone, mind gone, I've gone crazy
Save me, I can't let them cage me
Black free man still drive Ms. Daisy
I'm not sayin' I might crash in this bitch
Blow your brain and pass you the bits
You pass that blat, pass me that shit, you pass me that blat
Okay, just one puff
Two hits, I don't miss
Two mo', I'm lifted
Two mo', I need mo'
'Cause this, it don't last
Don't want to come down
I need to relapse
Man, it didn't used to be like this
Did you really think that I was gon' leave like this?
I just wanna thank you
'Cause you the one that had to tell me not to ever let a mothafucka change you
Look where it came to
I promise you, if you was me, you wouldn't never want to go back to the same you playin' with the same rules
Never switch up to the same fool
With the fake smile just to cover up the pain too
Stayin' in my lane
Ain't no stoppin' when you know that not a single living thing can come and tame you
You regret, you regret, I can tell (I can tell)
I don't look at you the same, you can tell huh? (You can tell huh?)
Used to wish it was the same, I can tell huh (I can tell huh)
You can tell huh? (You can tell huh?)
I won't tell

[Chorus]
Demons all up in my ear tho' (Ear tho')
When I'm alone they telling me they're here tho' (Here tho')
And I can hear them talking to me clear tho' (Clear tho')
I can't do this

[Outro]
Kyro
Don't act like y'all can't hear me now, nigga
Wake up!
Or you just might lose control