Monster

[Chorus]
Everybody being driven away from me
I guess I ruin everything that I touch and that I see
Tell me is it really me?
It's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to be
Am I a goner?
Am I a monster?
Am I the monster?
I don't wanna be this way but
Fuck
I don't think I have a choice
I don't wanna make you hide every single time that you hear my voice
But I cannot help that it is my nature, I don't try to be like this
You're making me feel like I should be trapped deep beneath the abyss
Saying all this as my sanity slips

[Bridge]
Salvation is hopeless
You would think that I would notice after trial and error
Trial and error
Trial and error
No matter how much I breathe I've never taken air
No matter how much I try you never seemed care

[Verse 1]
My intentions have been nothing but good from the start
But I do one bad thing and your mood falls apart
I'm getting real sick of the pity that I have to fake
I just feel like a mistake
I just don't get how I feel so dead while I'm awake

[Chorus]
Everybody being driven away from me
I guess I ruin everything that I touch and that I see
Tell me is it really me?
It's getting harder to breathe
It's getting harder to be
Am I a goner?
Am I a monster?
Am I the monster?
I don't wanna be this way but
Fuck
I don't think I have a choice
I don't wanna make you hide every single time that you hear my voice
But I cannot help that it is my nature, I don't try to be like this
You're making me feel like I should be trapped deep beneath the abyss
Saying all this as my sanity slips

[Bridge]
No matter how much I breathe I've never taken air
No matter how much I try you never seemed care

[Verse 2]
Maybe I'm not what you make me feel like
Maybe you are wrong
Maybe I am right
Maybe I am right
And I'll die laughing because this is such a fucking joke
Walking on these shells from the eggs you broke
Maybe I am still the monster
But I'm the one you made me
You fucking played me
You betrayed me
Leave innocence in the dirt
There's no way to reverse