Monster

[Verse 1]
The story could've ended time ago, how did I make it here?
I haven't come to play, it seems I haven't made it clear
I put my foot up on their necks but I don't have another choice
'Cause I'm remembering the times, I thought my fate was near
And she might take a train from out of London just to come and see the kid
But isn't knowing that I've turned into a monster
And that's because these little petty kids, they keep on envying my moves
'Causе they don't wanna see me prosper
It's shotguns and shеllings for things that try to ruin me
Officer, I just want my results, there's ingenuity
In everything I write, the way I flow on it so fluidly
I know I've changed but don't nobody like the newer me
I could've made 6ixsfigures on my results day
Negatively always in my head it's like I'm Coldplay
Milli's in my 20's brother I won't need no nine to five
I'm smiling, 'cause they're saying, I'm the chosen one like José
Losses got me almost doing suicide, no, Mr. Carter
They couldn't rip me from the ends, man I just love the drama
The pressure that I've got to take my family far away from all this harm just makes my love
For all of this music that I'm making larger
I've got problems that I cannot tell a soul
But since I'm feeling so alone, tell me who is to blame
That's the many consequences when you're entering a game
You must convert to be alive but I'm so mentally drained
I'm so angry, I ain't spoken to my guy in such a while
And his sis don't even help, it's like it's meant to be
I was inspired by the frauds and the scammers
Now they're locked inside the jammer
I've seen things I wasn't meant to see, I promise

[Chorus]
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster

[Verse 2]
Mummy working overtime, while I'm shooting for No Stopping
Can't imagine, you don't know what I felt
I'm like Hannah, fine line between two different lives
Could be going straight to heaven or the depths of a hell
Take a step inside my shoes, it's full of violence on streets
Ying and yang, it's when I sing, it's like I'm finding my peace
And I been run down but I've run down donnies
Best forget the whole idea of me hanging my cleets
(Let me turn it up real quick)
Better know what goes around comes around
We ain't playing with you, have us emptying a ton of rounds
(Scratch that)
Ladies see me as a villain, they ain't getting any pennies
No ones with me when the fun is out
(Cut the lights out)
There's no telling what would happen if I let my brother loose
So watch your mouth when you're talking on me
My heart pumping so quick, 'cause my homie got a weapon
That'll have a donny looking like he zombie walking

[Chorus]
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster