Monster

I turn my back
To the ones who care
The light they shed
I just cannot bear

These habits are tied in a knot
The key is gone and they're locked
Tear you down, watch you drown
And then leave you to rot

I never thought
I would end up like this
Chasing myself
Into my own abyss

When I think they’re gone, they're around my shoulder
I try to catch my breath as the air gets colder
They're the monsters inside, thе ones that don’t wanna hide
The onеs that stay in all day, and creep out in the night

I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster

I wait until the fruit is ripe
Until It can't put up a fight
To take them out of my life
With just one swipe

These habits are tied in a knot
The key is gone and they're locked
Tear you down, watch you drown
And then leave you to rot

I never thought
I would end up like this
Chasing myself
Into my own abyss

Don't turn the wrong way, don’t let them know where you’re going
Every step you take you know that they're loathing
Your puddle of regret is slowly overflowing
And its yourself, you wish you weren’t knowing

When I think they're gone, they're around my shoulder
I try to catch my breath as the air gets colder
They're the monsters inside, the ones that don’t wanna hide
The ones that stay in all day, and creep out in the night

I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster

I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster

I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster

When I think they're gone, they're around my shoulder
I try to catch my breath as the air gets colder
They're the monsters inside, the ones that don't wanna hide
The ones that stay in all day, and creep out in the night

I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster
I'm a monster