Monster

Track 9: Monster

Verse 1
I feel a creature crawling up my neck
It is suffocating me down from by back and it is trying to immbolize me surely biting chunks out of my brain i can feel the pain from everywhere the nightmare has now become my true reality i cannot manage these fucking concussions i got a lot of discussions with inner self i feel all drained like it's a sewer
Food becomes a nuisance foolish to think that i'm cool with
All the things that i've experienced within the past to kill myself would be the last option head bopping to this instrumental cuz i feel like it is understanding me
Cannot manage to actively to settle down my beef i have with me
But step by step i try to take control back goal getter would be last thing i would describe myself as striving for precise and nice facts that i could take from my life but it is hard

Hook
There is a monster
It wants to haunt me
And follow me till time
Will take power from it's grind
(X2)

Verse 2
Where should i even start?
I feel the dark around of me shouting these terrible phrases i see the faces in phases to face with myself with then pain is the basis of some greatness in my statements down my basement
I can't erase this but some duration and patience is necessary for a better better tryna get the cheddar right, illumination by some cande light
Gotta be the one to be getting my life together in the weather whether it is stormy or sunny, corny not funny
How i try to take control back for me it's money

Hook
There is a monster
It wants to haunt me
And follow me till time
Will take power from it's grind
(X4)