Monochrome

And every time you come to see my face
I draw my blanket up to hide away
I’m busy mourning for some holidays
I couldn’t recall for diversity’s sake

What happens if I don’t bother
‘Cause what good does it to call you
Am I a terrible human if I leave the pleasantries at the door

I wanna leave you in the night
When there’s no light
I never meant to cause you such despair
I wanna leave you in the night
Is that alright
‘Cause this is me slowly learning to share

What if you go forgetting all thе moments lost
You won’t remembеr half of what I’ve shown
So I’d rather have nothing at all

And every time you come to see my face
I dress myself up in pale white and grey
I lived to die while I was dying to live
But I couldn’t have called like somebody in need

I wanna leave you in the night
When there’s no light
I never meant to cause you such despair
I wanna leave you in the night
Is that alright
‘Cause this is me slowly learning to share