Moment Of Clarity

[Chorus: Rowlan]
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me

[Verse 1: Rowlan]
I watched these rappers who were with me
Claiming they got the blicky
Talk to me all emotional
Then flip and act like 50
Confused because I'm real only say the shit I feel
Only say the shit I mean I act the same without my team
I'm on the west side, still up in my Boston trucker
Like that's the best side, I'm just a testy mothafucker
Eight years in it probably LA til I'm finished
Most hoes to want a name fuck around make the Guinness
Used to quote don't be a menace
While my peers were playing tennis
Don't give a fuck who I'm offending
Just take note of who's pretending
And keep it cool and keep it calm
Ay do you call this shit charisma or you call it charm
And do you plan to get this money or what you wanna do
I know how wet a that thing can get girl I just want it true
So over these fakes hoes and fake bros
And take homes and traced phones and cops
I was outside they pulled this shit and they shot

[Chorus: Rowlan]
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me

[Verse 2: Jon Connor]
How we living is unacceptable
Garbage is on the pedestal
I just want to be left alone
Product of the Rosetta stone
Don’t see no stars in this game
Even if I used a telescope
Cold sweats till my head is soaked
They threw stones but I never broke
Most people don’t know who they are
Because the cause is to evolve
But we got scars that make us
Go and put up these walls
And lord forbid you fall
And you get to feeling small
Go from feeling like you seven foot
To shrinking down to four feet tall
Just remember you don’t nobodys validation or applause
And true happiness ain't coming from no jewelry or no car
Cause I remember thinking that fortunes what I was seeking
But happiness is much more then the way we taught to perceive it
Money is like a Ex
You can love it or leave it
It could bring out your angels
Or it could bring out your demons
No matter what Jon Connor went through
I never lost Jon Freeman
And knowing who I am gives me clarity to what I'm seeing

[Chorus: Rowlan]
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me

[Verse 3: Katori Walker]
Look
Day ones turn to enemies
But I ain’t speaking on it cause I’m conserving the energy
Refocusing synergy
Loving that’s my identity
I ain't losing my dignity
Fake friends is frienemies
Standing in the mirror for some clarity
The reciprocity I didn't receive just isn't fair to me
Shedding in tears in therapy
Embarrassed when he stare at me
But I’m just trying to better me
Won’t let them slip ahead of me
Won’t let them get no passes
Nah my nigga that’s moving backwards
I’m too focused on my Atlas
What does that mean, that mean I mapped it
What does that mean, I’m getting baskets
Putting buckets up
Niggas mad at the numbers
But I don’t think they’ve done enough
They out here chasing chickens
That's what I like to call a clusterfuck
The day I dropped my hoes
Is the time I started coming up
Been down for the cause
The results is on the up and up
Let the number speak
That's the realist way to shut em up

[Chorus: Rowlan]
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me
In this moment of clarity
This planet is scaring me
These people just lie to me
That shit isn't honesty
This moment of clarity
These people are scaring me
These people just glare at me
What they see when they stare at me