mold

[Instrumental Intro]

[Verse 1]
In denial
Thought it be worthwhile
Got caught up in the tidal
Of what could’ve been mine
Sweet to vile
Homicidal
I reach for the dial
But I seem to be pushed too far

[Pre-Chorus]
Would it be nice
If I could be somebody
Who's wanted for life
Even if it's just for a little while

[Instrumental Chorus]

[Verse 2]
Maybe I asked for this
All cause I didn’t really wanna miss out
You really got the best of me
'Till I was no longer clean
Now my greatest fear is here
If someone finally wants to be near me
He'll check for the mold, thinks that im gold
But it's already there

[Pre-Chorus]
Right now
I won't be ready
For my own lifeline
I don’t think I can handle any more “little whiles”

[Refrain]
Maybe I
Maybe I am
I
Am I?

[Verse 3]
God, I hope I find somebody to take me out this dark, wet room
Hopefully, to not be seen as just another thing to consume
Does it all seem strange?
Chemicals eroding my brain
Soft as mush from the decay
Been here too many times
Can recognize when something’s wrong
Leaving the spores growing from being left out too long
Leave me be
I'm not enough
Leave me be
You've done enough

[Instrumental Outro]