Modern mess

How was I to know
That you'd set your mind on leaving?
Blindness I suppose
Couldn't bring myself to believe it
Hit me like a truck
Summertime, right out of the blue
I wanna be with you
But you've gone away
I don't know how I'll get through

I don't wanna raise a fuss
I don't wanna be no problem
Only want a minute to breathe in peace
I got a modern mess on my mind
So don't go givin' me reasons to stay awake

Nothing left to do but move on
It's easier said than done
Don't know what happens now
Don't expect it will be easy
Monday I'm still fallin'
Tuesday now I'm crawlin'
I can't believe this feeling goes on and on and on

Now I lie awake
Can't relate
Can't feel nothing at all
I've gone blind
But I don't mind

I don't wanna raise a fuss
I don't wanna be no problem
Only want a minute to breathe in peace
Got a modern mess on my mind
So don't go givin' me reasons to stay awake