MMXX

Hey, it’s me (I know, I know, I know)
Can you call me back when you get the chance?
I really miss you (I know)
I really miss you

You’re slipping down the mountain top
Tryna keep ground
And I’ve got some spare rope
But I’m not throwing it down
I’m sorry that I’m making you wait
I’m sorry I can’t help but being this vague
I don’t know what I want
But I don’t think it’s you
I’ve been stealing all your time
It seems that’s all that I do
I’m sorry, I wish that it wasn’t this way
I’m sorry I’ve been cold, I’ve been taking your flame

Never mind, never mind, yeah
You got these poems coming, flowing out, the feeling’s strong
Don’t know what’s happening, baby, but I know you’ll sing along
Slow dancing on the bed we shared to, shared to hip hop songs
And I know we’re spinning out, let’s end it now, this **** is wrong
But coming back to it, she has to, it’s not up to us
Logic ain’t no reason, stop me leaving like that’s not too rough
She’s got a plan, she wants to stand up here and hold me tight
But how’s that work when you’re with others every other night?

Every other night I try
But I can’t convince my eyes to see what I wanna see
You’re trapped inside your own disguise
I’ll be better when you break for me
Time will pass and heal these scars
The pain from being torn apart
Don’t you try to say goodbye
I’ll be better when you break for me

Tell me you don't want to drag me down
Tell me I need to run away
You don't wanna pull me in when you drown
But you know I'll dive in either way

Almost
I'm almost inside your head tonight, feels like it's taken all my life
Almost
But almost is never close enough to feel your love

It’s been a minute since I last saw your face
Time flies and I forget when we were in that place
But when that text pops up, a chill runs down my spine
Should I ignore it or should I let you be mine?

I’m so far away from you
And I can’t even tell you what I’ve been through
The leaves fall down, the cold will come
And I don’t even care if it comes undone

Hey
I’m sorry that I kept my distance
(I always had a feeling we’d be done for good) I’m doing fine
(Every time your name lights up my screen, it takes a toll) It’s just another day
Feeling like
(I might be dumb sometimes, but I won’t pick up your call) I’m going round and round in circles
I want a way out (Sway)

Told her I’m not tryna play her mind games (I know, I know, I know)
Everything you thought of for our future’s in your time frame
I ain’t in the same state of mind
If anything, I’m really ‘fraid I’m wasting your time
How long we got left?
I just really need to get these problems off my chest
I just really need to clean my heart and clean my head
I just really need to stick it out until the end

‘Cause I’m stuck in my head with these emotions
Seems like all that I need are these emotions
Wear my heart on my sleeve with these emotions, yeah
Emotion, emotion
Take back everything that I said and done
Everything for vain, in the name of love
Push me to the brink of my emotions, yeah
Emotion, emotion

Took my time
Yeah, I’m coming back, I’m feeling just right
Lonely nights
Putting in the work to live my best life

This house has ghosts (Wooh), yeah, I hear them in the walls
The ghosts of what could have been, I see them in the halls
All this negative energy, looking for a remedy
Cure me with a melody, become my own enemy (Shh…)

(Take us back to the days we would wait) Told her I’m not tryna play her mind games
(For the rain to soak away) Everything you thought of for our future’s in your time frame
(When we were young, we were dumb) I ain’t in the same state of mind
(When we thought that everything would be okay) If anything, I’m really ‘fraid I’m wasting your time
(Take us back to the days we would wait) How long we got left?
(For the rain to soak away) I just really need to get these problems off my chest
(When we were young, we were dumb) I just really need to clean my heart and clean my head
(When we thought that everything would be okay) I just really need to stick it out until the end

Tonight I’ll try
To make it out alive

(Sway) ‘Cause I’m stuck in my head with these emotions
Seems like all that I need are these emotions
(Sway) Wear my heart on my sleeve with these emotions, yeah
Emotion, emotion
(Sway) Take back everything that I said and done
Everything for vain, in the name of love
(Sway) Push me to the brink of my emotions, yeah
Emotion, emotion

Please call me back or text me
Whenever you’re free