Mixed emotions

We smoked on the last tuesday I was 21
Hard to hold myself back 'cause you're everything I want
Need to practice my lines so I get my story straight
He's cute, but I never let myself get swept away
Belly in my lungs, you said I stepped my game up
Midnight, hit you up, but I ain't tryna talk
I love how you make me feel
But I hate it too sometimes
You're always on my mind
Pick me up at 2am
Hit me up with heart eyes
Never met a guy with more brains than commas
But you're so hard to read it strеsses me out
Know that you'll leavе me on read but I'm over that now

Chorus:
I'm going crazy, yeah
The devil on my shoulder hates me
Only called 'cause she made me
She made me, yeah

And you're lowkey, you don't post shit
Wish I knew what you were up to on the weekend
And I highkey get a little jealous
Every time I hit you up you're with your friends
Caught feelings too deep like the ocean
Driving down my street blasting Focus
How the fuck I get ghosted?
I'm just trying to burn in your car, get your clothes off
I'm going through motions when I should be going to you

Chorus:
I'm going crazy, yeah
The devil on my shoulder hates me
Only called 'cause she made me
She made me, yeah
I'm going under
Got the angel on my shoulder wondering how she can save me
But I can't be saved from you

Bridge:
Wanna play that shit back like it's high-def
I'm fading out, hear your voice between my legs
Your best idea was doing something that we'd both regret
Wanna play that shit back like it's high-def
I'm fading out, hear your voice between my legs
Your best idea was doing something that we'd both regret

Chorus:
I'm going crazy, yeah
The devil on my shoulder hates me
Only called 'cause she made me
She made me, yeah
I'm going under
Got the angel on my shoulder wondering how she can save me
But I can't be saved from you, ah

I'm going crazy, yeah
The devil on my shoulder, she hates me, yeah
Only called 'cause she made me