Misused

[Verse 1: Eidolon]
I'm better off dead" (better off dead)
"I'm better off dead" (better off dead)

I'm goin out my brain
I'm so insane
I need a lane switch
Swervin on the freeway
NFV play with my main bitch
She smile at me laughin
Faith im lackin in the same shit
Turning toward the bridge
Hit the peddle let my pain slip
Out into this water
Pure disorder and I'm feelin free
Nothin but the night and I'm feelin where I wanna be
I severed all my weight but shit oh yeah nah this ain't me
Lost all of my weakness
Yeah my pretense
Now Im a banshee
Eidolon the reaper With the witch now bring the coven out
Souls out in droves fuck the drones shut your damn mouth
You tokin the stove rolled the bones
In a trance now
Last thing you know eyes closed
Lemme hear you shout

"I'm better off dead" (better off dead yeah)
"I'm better off dead" ((yeah) I'm better off dead)

[Verse 2: Rich Maiden]
You said that the money would come (well it didn't)
I'm running around with a gun on my hip
And I'm pressing a cigarette butt on my wrist
It's the first of the month bout to sell a prescription
Narcotics anonymous, killing the children
But I'll do whatever for money, you feel me
A broke motherfucker just making a living
Cuz Thornwall ain't cheap like these 40's are man
I'm a villain
Verses taped up to the ceiling
Slice open my throat
It's a beautiful feeling
I don't fuck with sabbath
Malice my religion
So summon our souls
We some pitiless sinners
Been miserable for long as I remember
Possessed with deception
Don't know any better
Respect my intentions
I'm bitter
Been locked up inside of this prison forever
I'm better off dead

Sorry I didn't regret all of the things that I said
Nevertheless I'm forever in your debt
I've been hiding this depression from you
We do not deserve to be here

Covered in sand I'm at one with my tomb
Butcher my flesh so I feel like a wound
Down to the depths I descend I might lose everything
But I started with nothing
My life has been misused