Misunderstood

[Intro: Lil Goat]
Yeah
Look
Check

[Verse 1: Lil Goat]
Yo lately I been dealing with some fake friends
It's something that I can't stand
Talk behind my back
But when they see me
Wanna shake hands
The other days my boys hit me up
Like let's make plans
I met with them they set me up
They beat me 'til my face jam
Time ticking I don't know how long I have to live
I'm still struggling I'm staying at my auntie crib
I keep my head high even when I'm feeling low
I'm still broke its hard to get some sleep
When you on the floor
I don't want your pitty
I don't want your dollar bills
I want yall to feel the same pain my Momma feel
Working late 9 to 8 coming home kinda late
Sometime she don't eat making sure me and my sister straight
My girl left me but I understand she needed time
Thats when I found out she had somebody on the side
And now I wonder why everyday she told me lies
Funny how our demon look so beautiful when in disguise
Still shedding tears every day I deal with hurt
Tried committing suicide that ain't even work
Put the gun to my brain
Since everybody hate me
Click, Click, Pow
I forgot the gun was on safety
Other night I had a conversation with the devil
He came in my dream showing off his gold bezels
He told me if I followed him I have a big home
I sized him up and stumped him back to hell
With my timbs on
Why you reaching out your hand
When you let me down?
I'm still coughin up water
From when you let me drown
I thank God cause he let me see the real in Him
Funny how my dreams and nightmares
Have the same people
In em

[Chorus: Lil Goat] (2X)
Aye
Tell me how you feelin my nigga
Yo I'm feeling good my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga

[Verse 2: Lil Goat]
Don't you know
There's a hell in hello
And a good in goodbye
There's a lie in believe
If in the word life
I don't know if I can love again
Lately I've been suffering
But you know you can't heal wounds
If you keep touching them
Many people have no voice
Don't even make a sound
But we all have a chapter that we never read out loud
I have a voice
I made a choice
And now I can't be grounded
Rapist, Racist, the hatred
I had to stay around it
At least a hundred views everytime I spit my pain
Pump get a million every time he yell gucci gang
But I respect that
Stay on ya grind
I love supporting peoples dreams
I like seeing them shine
Cause i'm only 15
I ain't even got a dime
But i'm straight
Cause I know I have a million dollar mind
People steady asking why you in
Your feelings all the time?
Cause my pain bring me closer
And I need it just to grind
Friends on that angel dust
Dad moved away from us
Maybe I would be a better man if he stayed with us
I don't make this music
For the women or the fame
I make it cause it helped with my pain

[Chorus: Lil Goat] (2X)
Aye
Tell me how you feelin my nigga
Yo I'm feeling good my nigga
I just feel misunderstood my nigga