[Verse 1]
I guess it's kinda good I can reflect on the things I didn't do well in
Cuz I would rather sit and laugh than be sittin', dwellin'
I'm what could've been done if I made no mistakes
But I would rather jump the fences over open gates
I make it difficult, often with no reason why
But nothing's simple in the world, that's why we feel alive
Double power got us leveling in a squallin ' me
People tryna be a star but study no astrology
Tell me I'm above the law, still don't know the policies
I need a dollar every time I give apologies
I would be hella rich, houses-in-the-hills money
But at the moment I still need the pay-the-bills money
It's a problem how we criticize each other
And yet we barely try to influence another
It's a damn thing
A damn shame in this world
[Chorus]
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
Oh no no
[Verse 2]
The other night I hit the stage to perform a song
The ride to it I was feeling I could do no wrong
But see I barely got rehearsal in
Was sorta nervous
By the time I grabbed the mic I full forgot the verses
All four hundred people saw me fuck it up
But at least four hundred people saw me suck it up
Listen up
I got this homie, we don't talk much now
He was with me on my team until it got shut down
Nowadays I think about how I acted as sus
Avoiding problems but we understand the fact that it's up
I reached out and sent my wishes on your date of birth
Hoping everything was well but you didn't say a word
Damn, dawg
You got the talent, we tried getting heard
The result was us competing, tryna make it first
If you hear it, we should link
Maybe chop it up
I'm only human, failing often
Gotta chalk it up
[Chorus]
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
Oh no no
[Instrumental Switch]
[Outro]
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
I'm losing count of my mistakes
Each one brings back all the pain
I try every single day
Sometimes life don't go my way
Oh no no