Mistakes

[Chorus]
I done made some mistakes with my life
Now I'm chasin' what was once by my side
I just wanna reach that place in my mind
But it feels like make believe the more I race through this life

[Verse 1]
Time it flies by, yeah, the older you get
I've tired to catch it till dipping with sweat
But so many parts, it gets so hard to fetch
Slip through my fingers till my hands are wet
Blood on my tips and I'm smearing all red
Scars from the past cover skin like a thread
Place were I bled, now I lay in that bеd
I miss the days when a day was a lifetimе
When my mind didn't think about a flat-line
Clock tick didn't used to mean shit
Now the sound just reminds me that I'm running out of time

[Chorus]
I done made some mistakes with my life
Now I'm chasin' what was once by my side
I just wanna reach that place in my mind
But it feels like make believe the more I race through this life

[Verse 2]
Check my mental
Write till lead break on pencil
I try to put my words on lines, but cannot find what's detrimental
Try to put it gentle
But edges sharp like broken glass, to touch would sting like nettles
What's essential makes me existential
I get lost in thoughts, the room I'm in I hear the four walls talk
I get lost a lot, the past, the present, future screws me up
Bolt of shock from cloud that hovers up above, it leaves me fucked
Livin' in your head it sucks, 'cus till it's said away it's tucked

[Chorus]
I done made some mistakes with my life
Now I'm chasin' what was once by my side
I just wanna reach that place in my mind
But it feels like make believe the more I race through this life

[Outro]
I done made some mistakes with my life
Now I'm chasin' what was once by my side
I just wanna reach that place in my mind
But it feels like make believe the more I race through this life