MISTAKES

[Intro]
Kinda sad so guess I'ma freestyle
I'm just recording
I can't fucking breathe
Okay, Yeah

[Verse]
Woke up today thinkin' 'bout how I'm tryna be better
Said a prayer deaf to evil like I'm Conner McGregor
Look at the sky feelin' gratitude for beautiful weather
Hate myself but It's okay cause I'm still makin' the cheddar

People wanna use me cause we got some fame (Uh)
Ain't it funny how they never used to say my name
It's amazing how quick they go and shift the blame
Like people never grow up but have to go through change
Well I'm different

I was never one to stick to traditions
I ain't ever sell my soul just for money and bitches
I'm just tryna make it out and live good with my missus
Full of soul but my heart below cold and is frigid

I'm ashamed of who I was but you don't give a fuck
Crazy how they only like me when they thinkin' I'm up
I don't gotta lie honestly I keep it a buck
Low quality in life I'm tryna live a deluxe

All this rap shit is fake
Just wanna live and create
Got to co-exist with niggas tryna eat off my plate
The money never meant a thing I learned while takin' a break

I've come to terms with all the drama and the fear of mistakes
If I could go back in time I wouldn't pick up a mic
I woulda gone straight to college like I'm doin' it right
In a perfect world nobody be pickin' a fight
But I live with my flaws and I guess its alright

[Outro]
*song plays* yeah yeah