Mistake

[Verse 1: TJOnline]
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
I made me a friend, I made an escape
I'm flighty as fuck, I floated away
I'm bad at committing to people planning to stay
I'm learning to love, I'm shedding the fake
I'm losing my mind or maybe I'm being dramatic
I never cold tell the difference between the two
Mama taught me my feelings are manipulation tools
So I learned to withdraw, I've been living withdrew
Performing sincere, and mimicking true
Is it my fault that all I know is all I've ever known?
I'vе heard you can't speed up the pace at which you havе to grow
I hate it but it's true you only go the way you know
Until you don't, until you say...

[Chorus: TJOnline and Jadagrace]
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
I'm trying to change for heavenly sake
I got knocked down one too many times
I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
It's gotta be strange to hear, but I'm trying to say
I got knocked down one too many times
I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

[Verse 2: TJOnline]
I love everybody I know, it's my gift and my curse
If I had a dime for every time that I emptied my purse
I wouldn't have emptied it, God's the pettiest
The best I ever felt is when I was the emptieeeeest
From pouring all of me into a empty biiiiiiitch
That's accurate, ain't that some shit
I got saved by this rapping shit
Now they saying I'm back and shit
I'll get to back to my cracking shit
When all is said done too, feelin sick stomach flu
Learn to spit what it do, feelings fixed, plumbing too
When all is said done too, feelin sick, stomach flu
Learn to spit what it do, feelings fixed, plumbing too

[Chorus: TJOnline and Jadagrace]
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
I'm trying to change for heavenly sake
I got knocked down one too many times
I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
It's gotta be strange to hear, but I'm trying to say
I got knocked down one too many times
I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that

[Verse 3: SWIM]
What's this I'm hearing that you ain't about shit?
Persona phony like it sit in isle six, and now shit
I had it figured out but still endowed you wow
How you living foul and still I let you in my townhouse
Now I'm down and out cold
To fight the fire I get higher than a alto
I'd rather have accounts low, than people I can't count on
I'd rather fucking drown slow than ever let this frown grow
At least usually, and to the ones that's using me
I chose peace over losing sleep, yeah that's new for me
I'll never screw my people over, I'll deal with the scrutiny
And go to fucking therapy I'm owning who I used to be
I say this with sincerity
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
I hate your ways, I hate what you made me
Embracing the change, embracing the pain too
I thought we was gang, a shame that it ain't true

[Chorus: TJOnline and Jadagrace]
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
I'm trying to change for heavenly sake
I got knocked down one too many times
I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that
I made a mistake, I made a mistake
It's gotta be strange to hear, but I'm trying to say
I got knocked down one too many times
I'll get up and find my way, I want to say that