Missing Your Wake

So, what's next to let myself go?
Life closed the stretch of that road
I could've been there in the end
But selfishness left me alone

I dropped a lot of my hopes
No home and no where to go
Try not to stress but now you're dead
And buried, how could I have known
The end of your life would be that
Sudden? I felt so attacked
I'm caving in, I might fade away
Just to escape what I know

But that's how we die and it's sad
Forget all the plans that we had
I'm caving in, I might fadе away
Just to escape what I know

What's next to lеt myself go?
Life closed the stretch of that road
I could've been there in the end
But selfishness left me alone

I dropped a lot of my hopes
No home and no where to go
Try not to stress but now you're dead
And buried, how could I have known
Known, how could I have known?
How could I have known?
How could I have known?

[I knew when I said goodbye to him
That it wasn't goodbye forever
And when I see him again, he won't be in pain
And he won't be weak.]

But that's how we die and it's sad
Forget all the plans that we had
I'm caving in, I might fade away
Just to escape what I know

Known, how could I have known?
How could I have known?
How could I have known?