Missing You

Missing you
I'll find a way to get through
I'll find a way
Living without you
Yo nan its your grandson, your granddaughter
Uncle derrick its your niece, and your nephew
Don't ever think we forgot about you
You are missed every single day
No hype this one is for you

Chorus
(missing you) Uncle Derrick this is for you
When you died I cried hard (I'll find a way, missing you)
And nanny this is for you from the hardest heart
(living without you, I'm missing you)

[Verse 1: Black The Ripper]
Nanny when should I start you earn your rest
You worked so hard it shattered my dad's heart
And rip me apart you was beautiful it killed me to see
Chantelle break down in tears during a song at your funeral
I clearly remember sleeping over at yours
Breakfast was krisp and dinner was even better
Rice and peas chicken and potatoes on the plate
We all sat down and ate as you sang songs of praise
Uncle derrick what can I say
I know you are looking down from heaven
Seeing the way I change since a quater pasted eleven
That morning you died I cried I wish you was present
It burns inside if god gave us ten seconds to speak
I'd say don't worry about me your nephew is repping
And I'm still burning down weed in your remembrance
Seeing you go six feet beneath the earth
Hurt worse then murder by any sort of weapon

Chorus
(missing you) Uncle Derrick this is for you
When you died I cried hard (I'll find a way, missing you)
And nanny this is for you from the hardest heart
(living without you, I'm missing you)

[Verse 2: Chantelle]
April the fourth 11:14
I see that flat from my uncle derrick in sky
But I wish I seen my uncle derrick with both of my eyes
Because it was 4 years ago and I still break down and cry
I pray to see your face one more time
I pray to see your face in the light
Because your face make me shine
You was a character yeah am talking large
In your caliber compare but you know
That drink was your challenger
Nanny you was a sweetheart
I miss you ain't going to see granddad
But there is no intention to diss you
I can't look in your chair and never see you again
Sitting on the side doing your hair
And since you both gone
I keep myself to myself
Because the thought tears me apart
Of losing someone else
I can't bear it no I can't handle it
Since you both gone I turned to drinks and cannabis

Chorus
(missing you) Uncle Derrick this is for you
When you died I cried hard (I'll find a way, missing you)
And nanny this is for you from the hardest heart
(living without you, I'm missing you)

[Chantelle]
Yeah well you both went unexpectedly
And we never got to say what we have to say so
We put it down and hopefully you'll hear it
But I hope this inspires others to represent their fallen soldiers