Missing Peace

[Verse]
Life could be so pretty
No one, just you and me
Flowers for my eyes, knots for when it's bright
Cut off the gum that's caught in my hair
Look around and there's nobody there
Smells like metal, smells like steel
Lost my focus, I'm not real
Self destructive, do you still care?
Do you still care? And why's it always like this?
I swear it wasn’t always like this, but it's so much I'm so used to it
Finally giving me a sense of bliss, bliss, bliss
Secrets, secrets, quiet thoughts, whispered songs, almost lost
Labored breathing and open lungs, something special, keep it soft
Together in electric dreams
I'm black or white, there's no in-between
There's something missing, my missing piece