Missing

[Intro]
What do you want to know?
We've already been over this a million times
Wait, though I told you I would be
There when you needed me
Can't pretend to be someone else for you

[Chorus]
And I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing

[Verse 1]
I've tried to keep most stoppin', but the demons callin'
Conversational with Satan, yeah I see him often
Sometimes I feel like I'm about to step into the coffin
I triеd to talk to all my kids, but I've already lost (Daddy, daddy)
Keep on tellin' mysеlf that this my last time
I only need one more then I'ma throw the shit in the trash
Then it starts to call me back (Michael, Michael)
Shut up, only my momma call me that
I only need one more, maybe two
Shit, then I'm through
Here, help me hold this fuckin' spoon
I'm out sleepin' here all day, but I be up by noon
Nobody's here, but shit, my mind is on the moon
Fuck, I told the fans I got some new shit comin' soon
Think they understand that my condition's doom
When I'm starin' down this barrel in this livin' room

[Chorus]
And I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing

[Verse 2]
I'm in the bathroom with the razor blades
Thought about it a couple times, but today's the day
(Today's the day)
Won't nobody miss me anyway
Cut my wrist, take a nap, and then just fade away
(Fade away, fade away, fade away)
Havin' struggles with my inner thoughts
No one's around when I'm alone and then them demons talk (Pussy) They tell me to get up and kill myself
And now I walk into the bathroom, soon I will be outlined in chalk
I think about all the kids that hated me in school
Treated me like shit and said I wasn't cool
Killed my self esteem and turned me on the brew
Tonight they hear about me all upon the news
I think about the hatred they have all consumed
I'm so gone mentally, I live up on the moon
I told my great grand momma that I see you soon (See you soon)
When I'm starin' down this barrel in this livin' room

[Chorus]
And I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing
I know, I know, I know, there is something missing

[Outro]
Babe (yeah), what do you want to know?
We've already been over this a million times
Wait, though I told you I would be
There when you needed me
Can't pretend to be someone else for you